December 2009
29 posts
I got my eyebrows waxed, and my nails done..
It use to help me to feel better.
I guess that’s no longer the case.
Nothing works.
Everything.. same.
RAVEN..
This is the only way I can talk to you, I don’t have your number, and I don’t want it, but look bitch, You fucking deleted the pictures of my dead daughter! You are such a fucking trashy cunt! You better not show your face around here, I’m fucking serious, I’m going to fucking whoop your ass. No joke. This is the worst thing anyone could have ever done to me. You are...
Yay!
Krystal and Zack came to see me!! I missed them.
=)
– “We Were In Love When The Continents Parted”
If you only knew, I’d sacrifice my beating heart before I’d lose...
Hopeful.
I really want to quit smoking. It just seems impossible right now. I’m going through alot, and I know that’s a shitty excuse to smoke, but dammit, it’s hard. I don’t want to take medicine for it, But I think it would be to difficult to just quit cold turkey.. any suggestions?
the kind of woman i am...
actioncalvin:
pie0:
brimichelle:
i won’t try to make something out of nothing. i won’t fall head over heels after one date. i won’t get jealous. i won’t obsess over you all day & all night. i won’t freak out because you didn’t return my call/text. i won’t worry about what you’re doing or who you’re with. i don’t care who you talk to or who just texted you. i will not change who i am to...
Today.
Is wayyy to fucking cold.
I’m out of ciggs.
Broke.
Pissy.
And confused.
I hope this week goes better than what it started out to be.
I love....
Tim.
=)
Ha!
That’s amazing for you to KNOW you’re a whore. How do you figure you’re the one I was talking about? Haha that’s awesome. You think everyone is talking about you, all the time, you think everyone wants to be like you, or copy you, or what the fuck ever, but you know what? Who the fuck would want to be like someone who takes no responsibility for herself, or her child?...
Wow.
Some people never seize to amaze me.. Do you realize how slutty you make yourself? yuck. It’s disgusting. Also, this is pretty much one of the worst days of my life. As for all you hoes, go do what you do best, and eat a dick. ;) Naaassstttyyyyy!!
Old Post.. From August 22nd.
I’m 4 months pregnant.. Getting fat.. and stretch marks. Sometimes, I almost want to imagine life, without kids, and without any responsibillity, and then I think of the little fetus living inside of me, and how much I already love that little fetus, and I cant wait to hold that baby, and raise it the way I think is right. Right now, I couldn’t imagine my life without this little fetus. I don’t...
I found old posts... I want to die.
So
I’m pregnant. And quite lost. I cannot find Samson. I cannot even tell him. It sucks. I’m so scared to raise a baby on my own, but that might be my only choice. I’m 6 weeks. I’ve never been more freaked out in my life. Just shoot me.
I’d honestly do ANYTHING to have my SeaShell back. I hate my life. I’m completely shattered.