i have dred-locks now tumblr, Yahooo!!!!!!!
Lol, I like it!! Are you back at my dads now? I’ve missed you!!
You and I are gonna rise above, because that’s what we do.
We’ll take a hot air balloon above all these harsh words,
and when we look down they’ll be so small and pointless.
That’s what they are, you know.But not you. You are significant. That’s what matters.
You’re what matters.Dear Kait,
I love you. I think you are an excellent mommy. Don’t let anyone tell you other wise. You do what you think is right, don’t listen to anyone else. Do what makes you happy, because if you’re happy, Scarlet will be too. =) Much love to you girl. Get ahold of me. We should hang. I hope I’m half the mommy you are.
And I’m spending it with the love of my life… sober, but it’s still a good day.
some people say its black and white.
everything is black and white no, theres a lot of grey.
you think you see the picture.
are you looking at the big picture, really?
a lot of grey areas i think thats were people get lost.
im lost and i think most people dont want to admit to it, admit it.
people seem to think they got their whole lives figured out or atleast to what they think it should be.
i dont think anyone really looks at the picture. im not really making much sense right now but i dont think i have to.
im just stopping everything. im not going to fight anyone. im not going to deal with it. yeah yeah yeah, im running from it. im not. i see everything that you have to say or whatever. i just dont care. i do to a point but its just getting old and boring. i have other things to be concerned about then to be reading anything. i just have a totally different mindset(i know what youre probably thinking and youre wrong so dont try to be smart. and im not making this to anyone but dude, just whatever) im just going to do MY shit. im not going to worry about this anymore. i was never worried but im just not going to care. keep making posts or whatever makes you feel better about things but im not going to reply. if you want to reply to whatever i say about Graden just save it, please. the picture i posted of Graden saying that he looked like Dakota was not a bash on Dakota. i simply said that he looked like Dakota, Graden has always looked like him. i never said Dakota was ugly like i said, i wasnt bashing him but this is not about Dakota. this shit doesnt have to keep going on. im not going to keep allowing it. but what can i really do? i guess say whatever about me but please dont say anything reguarding my relationship with my son. do me that.
keep whatever youve got, i dont want it. im going to do something else besides this its just getting annoying.
so, maybe tomorrow i’ll have something positive to say..(dont comment on that either, please)
bye for now, i guess.
no promises for anything anymore.
just think about shit..just fucking think.
Ok? And what did I say about your realtionship with Graden? And that was a total bash. So don’t lie. HOw is saying, he looks like his dad, surprise surprise, he’s still adorable, not bashing Dakota? Haha, ok dude, I hope you can for once say something positive. That would be awesome. I never once commented on your realationship with Booka.. so I have no idea what the fuck you are talking about… maybe you should re-read it? I’m guessing… wow.
and he looks like Dakota.
surprise surprise.
still, fucking adorable.I just want to know, how you can do this all the time? You come down here, and stay, and then you post things like this. Graden is beautiful, Probably because Dakota is too. Don’t bring Dakota down anymore than you already have. That’s bullshit. All you want to do is try to bring others down, probably to boost yourself up.. I’m sick of letting you talk about my family. Dakota is nothing but beautiful, whether you want to face that or not.
It’s shit like this that makes me feel the way I feel about you. I try my hardest for my brother to like you. I just don’t think I can when you keep posting things about him. And then pop in and out of his life every other week. He deserves more than that, He is good to you. My whole family is. Grow up Raven, fucking appreciate someone for once.
I have been hanging out with my old friend Krystal lately. I’ve missed her alot. Plus she likes to sit at home all day, and hey, I can do that! =)
I’m 4 months pregnant.. Getting fat.. and stretch marks. Sometimes, I almost want to imagine life, without kids, and without any responsibillity, and then I think of the little fetus living inside of me, and how much I already love that little fetus, and I cant wait to hold that baby, and raise it the way I think is right. Right now, I couldn’t imagine my life without this little fetus. I don’t regret you one bit. =]
It’s weird how much I’ve already changed. No more loud music, since the baby can hear now, No staying out late, Eating everything I hate to keep that baby healthy.. It’s just weird. I cant wait to meet you little fetus. I promise I’m going to try my best to give you everything you need plus more. We are going to be best friends.
I don’t even see myself going out after I have the baby. Which is crazy for me, because anyone that knows me, knows, “Chey looovveess to parrtttaayy”!! well, not so much now. Maybe I did do this to soon, but dammit, I think it’s for the best. Maybe I needed to grow up? Maybe I needed a new bestfriend..
Cant wait to meet you. Mommy loves you =)
